Dilemma.

I have been writing a realistic story, because I want the human elements in there, but I think I do better AND have more fun when I cease to be bound by the laws of physics and psychology. In college, I went realistic and came up with an utterly mediocre/poor short story that essentially ended my creative writing career. (maybe more on that later. It involves another person to show up in my life.) If I go crazy now...I lost most of my story as it lies in my head.